Things are gonna get crazy in a couple of days; Tony has just been contacted by Child Potective Services and has been asked to go in for an interview to discuss the report that has been made against him. He doesn't know that I am the one that reported him....And he never will. The kids don't know that it was me so they can't "rat" on me by accident. Anyway, this oversized ball needed to be rolled a long time ago.
The changes in our lives will be huge. Some will be a sad, hard pill to swallow and some will go down like honey. Yeah, I'm a little scared but I don't have time for fear anymore. I've lived the last 12 years in a growing cesspool of fear and it's just plain time to climb out. The kids don't deserve to be mistreated by their father and they need to know that their mother doesn't deserve such treatment either.
We may be just this side of homeless by Wednesday. I have a lot of work ahead of me.
